lost it

i hv lost close to all of my positive energy.

i'm learning to bear grudges.

dun see the importance of committment to anything.

refuse to believe in the gd of others.

increasingly difficult to understand the irony of the world as it continually grows.

hate it when pple seem so transparent.

increasingly difficult to find the existence of joy and laughter.

the lack of faith and trust disgusts me.

dun see the need to pretend to be happy whn i'm nt.

solitude transcends peace and tranquility.

books and work will suffice.

lost sight of it.